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graduation rumination

 

hiimasiian: you’re a duke alum!
  
DUKE ALUM!!
 
me: yes i am
 
hiimasiian: yay congrats YAY
11:54 PM 
:D
  
^.^
  
happyhappyhappy!
11:56 PM 
me: im glad you are enjoying it :)
 
hiimasiian: well
  
i’m not
  
but i’m saying.
  
you should be right?
  
and i’d be happy if you were happy to graduate?
  
i hate graduations
11:57 PM 
i just feel like it’s supposed to be happy but i never know why
 
me: its not that great
  
its boring
  
you see everyone you love cry
  
and then you leave them
its kind of like dying

h: you’re a duke alum!

DUKE ALUM!!

 

me: yes i am

 

h: yay congrats YAY

:D

 ^.^

  happyhappyhappy!

 

me: im glad you are enjoying it :)

 

h: well

i’m not

but i’m saying.

you should be right?

and i’d be happy if you were happy to graduate?

i hate graduations

i just feel like it’s supposed to be happy but i never know why

 

me: its not that great

its boring

you see everyone you love cry

and then you leave them

its kind of like dying

Sentimentality

 

Sentimentality.
调料: 
(1) disappointment 
(2) self-pity 
(3) regret
Stir endlessly. 很苦就好。
不 constructive.
没有道理
也不, contrary to popular belief, 特别
多愁善感
Poise,听说过吗?
In the end, 真的不算什么!
Then why do I feel, 真的,this is 太残忍了? 
I really wish I could 自私的给她所有.
Why 要诚恳, 所谓的 etiquitte. 我需要游过他们的 fake 微笑 to get to you.
这一切, its hard to swallow.
独自一个人, I know I’ll be ok. 放弃吧...
But, maybe 在给我五分钟
我 still 舍不得

调料: 

(1) disappointment 

(2) self-pity 

(3) regret

Stir endlessly. 越苦越好。

 

不 constructive.

没有道理

也不, contrary to popular belief, 特别

 

多愁善感

Poise,听说过吗?

In the end, 真的不算什么!

 

Then why do I feel, 真的,this is 太残忍了? 

爱 too late is also 爱

 

I really wish I could 自私的给她所有.

要诚恳, 所谓的 etiquitte. 我需要游过他们的 fake 微笑 .

 

这一切, its hard to swallow.

独自一个人, I know I’ll be ok. 放弃吧...

 

But, maybe 在给我五分钟

我 still 舍不得

남자를믿지마 Don’t Trust Men

translation: bohyoung@shinwa.biz/forums

남자를믿지마 Don’t Trust Men – M

Casually I started feeling affection for you
At one point, you became family
But as I kept on staring at you, I started to get sick of you
The conscience of my heart kept pricking me

*So I let you go
Because I didn’t think I loved you that much
I sent you away, I..

**If you try leave, I’ll hold on to you
But if you come back, I’ll feel burdened
This is how men are, I’m a bad man
Don’t trust such a cowardly man

You’re too good to give to someone else
But you’re not someone I want to keep
I don’t want to marry you, but I do want to date you
This is how men are, I’m a bad man
Don’t trust such a cowardly man

I really love you, but I always make you sad
I really am a bad man
Don’t forgive me

*
**
I don’t know me, but I can’t stop
I don’t know me, but I can’t stop
I don’t know me, but I can’t stop
I don’t know me, but you know

Don’t come any closer, I’ll just feel more apologetic
Leave me alone now, don’t love a guy like me

December Tenth

Above the rest;

too fair to err,

to wilt,

or to whet–

behind the ears.

 

A simple request.

Lay down your arms,

your charms.

Pray, lay down.

Between dark tresses,

bless’ed.

 

The captured and the captivated. 

Manipulated, we capitulated.

 

For alarm or applause,

let us pause.

Loosed not lucid,

come undone.